I feel like throwing up but I don’t know if it’s because I don’t want eat, or because I hate getting into arguments. Just Kill me now. I wish i was at home.
I started a Gluten Free diet…
Day 1,
My mom made shrimp pasta, and i cant have any of it…
Im gonna stab someone in the face.
Im hungry, and I shouldnt eat so i wont :(
Catch-22, How do I know I’m going crazy? If I want to see a DR again because I realize im slipping again, that proves I’m not crazy. Because I can tell. But if I feel weird enough where i feel like that I have to go, what does that mean?
Woke up today with a huge headache. So my breakfast was some pills and an apricot. I might eat a little more in a bit.
I just want my money to come in so I can buy shoes to run in so I can lose weight so I can be attractive so I can feel better about myself so I can forgive myself so I can be happy so I won’t get sad sometimes.
It way to early in the semester to be this worried and stressed about school. But I reached that point. I can’t think about Math right now. But it’s the most important thing. 2 tests and an essay due on Wednesday. And I’m turning 20 in a week, I don’t feel like I have anything to show for it. Someone help me. I can’t be down and out. Some people depend on me.
Please tell me I didn’t type all that for no reason.
Sometimes my friends make me feel like the Goddamn Batman. But even the Batman is still human. Even superheroes die. I just want to help people, and make people happy. Sometimes I sacrifice myself for others. I want to save people from themselves. And all I need is someone to save me from myself.
